Have you ever felt left behind? well recently I feel as if everyone around me has gone so far and yet here I am here in the background. I feel as if everyone that I have gone to school with are now either engaged or married, have their own car and live on there own. What do I have to show? nothing, I still live with my parents, use my parents car and as single as a pringle. I know people do things at there own pace but I feel so left behind, I feel like everyone has grown up so much except myself. I feel as if I'm in a rut, its probably because as i've mentioned in blog posts before that I am a planner, so of course I had a life plan but I am no were near that plan, i'm years behind. When I look at my plan the only thing I have achieved is graduating university. That is a great accomplishment and I am proud of myself for that, just if I had my time back I would of started doing work in my field before graduation so I had some experience. I'm not saying that I regret what I did in school, I like the experience I have and am glad with the places I have worked and the wonderful people I have met, its just not in my field or see myself doing for the rest of my life.
    I'm just unsure how I feel, its all a mix or emotions. One minute I'm happy with what I have achieved and another I wish I would have done more. I'm critiquing my own life and how I feel like i'm in a rut and what I haven't accomplished for someone my age accomplished yet I'm a firm believer in everything happens for a reason. Meaning there is a reason why I haven't moved out yet, bought a car, had a relationship but i'm just harsh on myself. Reading things like at 23 Oprah was fired as a TV Reporter, J.K.Rowling was broke, and Walt Disney had filed for bankruptcy, give me hope that everything will work out just fine.